Talking to the Moon.

W ♥

2010-12-24T00:18:00.000-08:00

Whenever I think of you, you make me smile :')

Dear Loves,

Thank you for your love towards me.

Thank you for being caring and loving.

I dont need more, just love me as i am.

And lastly, i appreciated what you have done to me.

Thank you for the ring and necklace.Hihi ♥

You could be the one,

2010-12-12T07:04:00.000-08:00

Hello people, hows your life now? I bet you all are enjoying your life right? Have fun people!
So, my life so far hmm okay. As for now, i was doing nothing at home. I am enjoying myself by sitting at home. Hihi. What did i do at home? Eat eat and eat. Sleep, helping my mother, andd watching tv with her. And online too. Ohh, kebanyakkan masa saya dihabiskan dengan texting with my boy yang mengadaaaaaaa tue. Hihi. Okayy, itupun nak bagi tahu kan? :)

Many of my friends now are busy with finding the jobs. Yeah, including me. So yeah, last Tuesday, i went for an interview as customer services at Celebrity Fitness at Sunway Pyramid. Thanks to my friend, Azry and his girlfriend for their help. Met with Farah(azry gf) first and filled the form given by her. And then, i was interviewed by this one lady name Adilah. I was so nervous during the interview but i have to act confident. Cehh. Hihi. Agak susah laa soalan- soalan yang dia tanya. Hihi. And she said i have to wait for the second interview. But until now no calls from her. Maybe i didnt get the job :( But its okay. After the interview, i jumpa with my boy. Hihi. Lepaaak dengan dia and also teman Efy and Akit cari kerja at Sunway Pyramid. Had a nice day with them :')

Actually efy already got a job as a part timer at this one boutique. Works on Friday, Saturday and Sunday, from 2 pm till 7 pm but sadly mom tak bagi. Entah laaa kenapa dia tak bagi. Maybe tak percaya lagi kot anak dia dah besar. Haha. Lovee you, Ma :)

So, sekarang tengah tunggu kerja dekat my sis in law's office. If tak dapat pun, cari laa kerja lain. Haha.

Till then. Nanti i update lagi okay? Haha.

Toodles!

P/S : Like someone told to me, ''Love is in the air, efa.''

Ohh yes, i admit it. ♥♥

Birthday :)

2010-12-12T03:49:00.000-08:00

On 10 Dec 2010, efy and i officially 17 years old. Yes, its our birthdayy! Hihi. I am so touched when Mama wished that morning when we were woke up. Hihi Iloveyou, Mama ♥ And also, thank you soooo much to all my friends and siblings for the wishes. A big THANK YOU for you all :) Lovee yaaaaa ! ♥

I spent my time with my Love on my birthday. I had a great moments with him. Thank you for spending your time for me and i appreciated it. Also, i got a ring from him. Hihi. The way you gave it to me was so sweet. Thank You, boy ♥

Also, thank you to my friend, Anwar for your present. The chocolates and the pink bear. Hihi. Hope we still be friend :)

I will update about the dinner with my family for my birthday as soon as possible. Have a nice day people :)

I am now an adult, Cehh.

2010-12-08T22:37:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah. SPM is over! :D

Hows SPM? For me, its kinda hard. But whatever it is, i have done my best and no need to talk about it anymore. Its over! For now, just pray the best for my results.

Now, i am no longer a school student. No more school in my life. I actually dont know how i feel. Excited or sad?

Okay, what make me excited maybe because i am free now. I am now an adults. Cehh. Konon dah besar sangat laaa kan? Hihi. Yeah, i can enjoy my life with friends without thinking about school anymore. What i mean as for now lah kan. Kita enjoy duluuuu. Hihihi.

Sad? Yeah, sedih sebab nanti dah tak merasa pakai baju sekolah. And and the most thing that i will miss is bekal from Mama. Haha. Nanti dah tak merasa nak bawak bekal pergi sekolah. Mama selalu masak pagi2 and bekal kan i makanan. Haha. Ohh, i am gonna miss my girls in 5 SE. They always made my day in school with their craziness. Aww, miss them :'( Nanti rindu nak gelak gelak dengan korang. Rinduuuuuuu. Haha.

Today is the third day i'm become a lepasan SPM. Kinda bored. Duduk rumah, makan & tido & online. Tue jee laa. Boring. Tak tahu nk buat apa sebab ramai my friends tak habis lagi. Ohh, PLKN! i have not check yet for what group i will be in. Tak nak pergi :(

Ahh, tak payah gedik kau efaa. Pergi jeee. Hmmm.

And you'll be my dream.

2010-11-15T23:42:00.000-08:00

Hiiiiiiiii :)

Hati sedang berasa tenang. Alhamdulillah.

Yesterday was the last day of school. And the last day of being a Sri Amanians. So yeah, yesterday we had a Majlis Restu Ilmu. Its like all the teachers restukan all the ilmu that they gave to us. Sounds so touched rite? Yeah, i cried yesterday. Sedihlaaa. Dah habis sekolah. No more school in my life after this. Will our friends still stick together like we used to be? Hmm. Maybe all of us will have our own life and busy with studies. I really hope we will still contact each others okay? Hmm. I hope we will do the best in SPM and get the best results. And might have a bright future ahead. Iloveyou, friends ♥

Also, i want to thanks to all teachers and friends for a great experiences and moments while i was in Sri Aman, Im gonna miss school :'(

Ohh yeah, tomorrow is Raya Haji!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha,people !

Have a nice days :)

ATTENTION!!!

7 DAYS LEFT!!!

Guide my steps

2010-11-12T22:03:00.000-08:00

Hellooooooo everyone :)

Dah lama tak update blog. Memang i rasa macam hari hari nak update but ada sahaja yang menghalang. Heeeee.

SPM is just like 9 more days. And i really really not prepare yet. Gosh, takuuutnyaaaaaaaa. I feel like banyak lagi benda i tak tahu. Macam nie ke calon nak ambil SPM? Ya Allah, takutnyaaa.

And yesterday, someone make me realize that I masih belum terlambat lagi. And and your words was really deeply meaningful. It gave effect to me and make my tears dropped. I feel so regret with all my doing before this. Am not serious with studies. I was playful.

What i want now is give more effort on my studies. I have to work hard. I want the best for my result and make my family happy for me. Am just want to make them to be proud of me. They always gives support on me. So that, i dont want them to be sad.

Every time you commit one more mistake

You feel you can’t repent

And that it's way too late

You’re so confused,

Wrong decisions you have made

Hunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope

Cos' Allah is always by your side

Insyallah. I can do it. Pray the best for me, friends.

I hope we will be success in our SPM and GOODLUCK & Do Your Best.

I know, we all can do it. Insyallah :)

Happy Deepavali :)

2010-11-06T01:17:00.000-07:00

Happy Deepavali to all :)

Hows your celebration of Deepavali? Hihi

Ayong and Angah was here since their husband went for outstation.

Yesterday, I went to visit my dear Opah at Pak Uda`s house located at Semenyih. Went there with Ma, siblings and Mak usu's family. And something happened that really makes us pissed off. Hmmm. Takpelah kan.

We had our late lunch at Sate Kajang Hj. Samury. So nice lah that place. Hihi :)

After we had our lunch, Mak Usu suggested going to Alamanda since dah dekat kan? And for the first time i went there and what i cant forget is, pergi Alamanda beramai-ramai dengan family! Haha. Can you imagine? Shop by shop we entered together. Haaiihh, kecoh betul! Hihi.

Ma bought a blouse that chosen by me and efy and it is pink! My faveee! Heeee :)

After we had a kecohness with Pak usu, Mak usu, cousins, nephew and nieces there, straight away we went to rumah Pak Itam afterwards. Had bihun goreng made by Mak itam :)

By 8 something, we arrived home. This is how my deepavali day was celebrated. Hahaha.

Toodles!

Nak pack barang, tidur rumah Ayong.

Byeee! Have a nice day :)

2010-11-03T06:11:00.000-07:00

'' Now we share the same bright sun, The same round moon,

Why don’t we share the same love, Tell me why not '' - Hold My Hand - Maher Zain.

Graduation Night ( ! ) :)

2010-11-02T01:22:00.000-07:00

Yeaay! Finally we were officially graduated from SMK(P) SRI AMAN! Not more to say i am proud to be a student from this awesome school. Our graduation night was held at Kelab Golf Negara Subang. The night was totally memorable to me and my friends. We had so much unforgetable moments together! Seriously, i am gonna miss high school. And the most importantly, the craziness of my beloved classmates. Gosh, i love you guys damn much! ♥♥ I really hope we will stick together after the school end. Lastly, i pray that all of us will do the best for SPM and will success in our future. Insyallah. Graduated students. Hihi.

Hey, its me! :)
Aqila, Syafiqah & Haziqqah ♥

Walaa' & Khistina :) ♥

♥

Muchh loveee!

Efy <3

Ohh, everyone was damn gorgoues and pretty on that night! :)

Loves,

Efazatul ♥

Kembali :)

2010-11-02T00:01:00.000-07:00

Salam semua,
Haaiiiii :) Ohh myy, lama gilaaaa tak update my blog,okay? Sorry. Sebab apa ehh lama tk update blog? Ohh, sebab busy with trial and at that time internet tkda. Hihi.

Past is past. Im letting you go. We are not meant to be together and i will take this as my lesson and maybe it also my mistakes. I am sorry and do enjoy your life without me.

''Don’t despair n’ never loose hope Cos’ Allah is always by your side '' - Insyallah ( Maher Zain )

Okay move on about my trial. Hows my result? Yeah, i told yaa, Its sucks dan amat amat menyedihkan I. Tapi Mama cakap takpa menangis sekarang, jangan menangis kemudian. Betul tu dan I ambil ianya sebagai pembakar semangat. Cehh. Teruskan berusaha Efaaa!

I harap sangat keputusan yang I buat ni betul. Okay, actually i rasa bersalah sangat dengan semua orang. I minta maaf sangat dekat semua and jika ada hati yang terluka. Tapi I kena yakin dengan keputusan ini. Yaaa, yakin. If benda yang kita tak nak terjadi, ianya akan berlaku juga. Suka ke tak. Kena terima jugaa.

Talking to the moon,

2010-10-18T01:22:00.000-07:00

I am not feeling well for last two days. And alhamdulillah, im feeling more better today. Just that i lost my appetite. Hmm.

From now, I want put away all the distractions and give more focus on SPM. Insyallah.

I dont want bother about you and thinking about us anymore. You dont even care rite?

♥

2010-10-18T00:51:00.000-07:00

Kenapa cute sangat? Heee
Nieces <3

Love them :)

♥♥♥

2010-10-10T23:09:00.000-07:00

If you look inside a girl's heart and see how much she cries.

You will find secrets, promises and lies.

But you will see the most is how hard she she tries to stay strong.

When nothing is right and everything's wrong.

Yeah, i will stay strong for all what had happened between us.

All this will make you happy right?

I dont know what else to do. Maybe its my fault too. I am sorry.

Finally,

2010-10-09T09:50:00.000-07:00

Huh, my trial finally came to the end. Its over.

And Oh My Gosh! SPM is really really getting nearer. Its like 1 month left? meaning about 40 days to go? God! This really scares me.
Yeah, i know my result for trial will be suck. Hmm.

All what i want now is more focus on SPM and get the best result. Amin.

2010-10-08T03:14:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wonder if you ever think of us & what happened between us.

Or, really, what never happened between us,

sometimes I wonder.

Tell me, watcha say?

2010-10-03T03:01:00.000-07:00

Mama

My everything ;)

Hi peeps!

Actually the pictures above was taken masa-masa pergi beraya. Heeee :)

Ohh, also when i went out with cousins watched Step Up 3. Ohh my, Step Up 3 was awesome! Best gilaaa okay. But we didnt managed watched the movie until the end because we were in hurry that time. Hmm. Its okay. My cousin will buy the CD and i can borrow from him. And and the guy in the movie soo hot! Hihihi.

Hurm, i dont have anything to say actually. Lately i was very busy with my trial. Yeah i need to focus on SPM. Ohh, whatever. Hmm. Wishing you guys have a nice days in October. More focus on everything you do and always think positive :)

Byee.

Seriously, you make me hating you.

Hello October :)

2010-10-01T09:52:00.000-07:00

Hey, its October! :)
Please be good to me and give some changes on me. For a good sake of SPM. I really wanna to changes myself. Amin.

3 more papers to go. Then, trial will come to the end. I am not expecting high marks on my trials since urghh my papers was hard. My school are using their own papers, not the JPS. I feel unfair. The others school got soalan bocor all that. Hmm. takpelah.

I just do the best for my trial. And really hoping will get a good result. Im trying. Wish me luck.

And i miss it

2010-09-25T21:27:00.000-07:00

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu

-Tercipta Untukku.

You gave this song special for me. You played a guitar for me.
And my tears drop when im listening to this song.
How i miss the old you,boy.

2010-09-25T01:27:00.000-07:00

'' Its Seems Fading Away ''

Hello Trial :)

2010-09-22T03:09:00.000-07:00

Dear Trial,
I will be facing you starting from tomorrow.
I will do the best. Insyallah.

Good Luck Friends for Trial and pray for me too.
Hope we will get the best result. Amin.

Loves,

Efazatul :) ♥

Raya 2010

2010-09-17T22:50:00.000-07:00

How's your raya people? Mine is okay :)

Well on the first raya, bersalaman and bermaafan with siblings and of coz Mama :') Then, pergi kubur arwah abah and atok. Its already 5 years raya without abah. I miss you, abah :'( Hmm. Aunties,uncles and cousins came to my house since my opah was here. In the evening, had a sesi bergambar with family! Then bertolak balik kampung Perak :)

3 days and two night in Perak. We stayed at rumah Opah Alang.(My family, Makusu's and Pak Utih's stayed there too)Ahh, living there can make me gain weight yaa know. Asyik makan je dekat sana. Hihi. The best moments was when we all had our breakfast, lunch and dinner together. Also when we pergi beraya together from one house to another house. Hehe.

Ermm, i think only that im gonna told my hows my raya. Malas lah nak tulis. Hehe.

My familyyyy :) Opss, my brother is missing. He was beraya with his wife's family.
Love my familyy ♥

2010-09-15T07:25:00.000-07:00

''Crying is the best way for the emptiness''

Where are you when you are needed?

You are not be besides me when i really need you,

I really dont understand you,

I was wrong, i thought i know you,, but...

Please dont make me like this.

Your ignorance is killing me.

You know what?

im crying rite now, because of you.

Rayaaaa !

2010-09-13T08:59:00.000-07:00

Dear bloggers,

Saya di sini ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Sorryy. Lambat wish but still boleh kan? Heee.

Saya ingin memohon ampun & maaf kepada semua atas segala salah dan silap saya. Memohon maaf dari hujung rambut hinggalah ke hujung kaki.

Semoga menyambut hari raya dengan meriahnyaaa.

Doakan kejayaan saya dalam SPM 2010 :)

Ikhlas,

Efazatul <3

*will update about my rayaa soon!

Going out with beloved ♥

2010-09-08T08:21:00.000-07:00

Hello blog :)

Semalam I pergi ber-shopping untuk raya. I memang selalu membeli barang nak dekat raya nie. Hihi. Okay, I pergi bersama dengan kesayangan kesayangan I iaitu Efy, Along, Nurul, Julia dan juga boyfriend Julia, Reza. Hurm, menunggu itu memang menyiksa kan? I, Efy dan Julia menunggu dengan lamanya untuk makcik kami sampai dan mengambil kami semua. Selepas beberapa jam menunggu, makcik kami pun sampai dan mengambil kami dan terus ke rumah dia untuk mengambil Along dan Nurul. Selepas itu, terus menghantar kami ke stesen LRT di Bukit Jalil dan kami pun menaiki LRT sampai ke KL. Hihihi. Pukul 4 baru sampai. Kami berbuka dan bershopping di sana. Sebelum berbuka & selepas berbuka kami membeli. Hihihi. Takpe. I puas hati. Dapat seluar, kasut dan baju. Alhamdulillah :)

Jam 9 lebih baru kami gerak pulang. Dan tahu tak? Kami semua kena balik naik train sendiri? Memang best gilaa lah. Dan cuba teka, pukul berapa kami sampai rumah? Pukul 12 baru kami sampai. Hihi. Yelaahh, naik train kan? What do you expect? Ramai orang kot. Ahh, I will never forget this moment. Really meaningful for me. :) ♥

Sesuatu telah berlaku dan mebuatkan

seseorang marah pada saya :(

Saya minta maaf yee?

So SORRYYYYYYYYYYY :(

*merajuk sampai call pun tak angkat?

the way you call my name

2010-09-06T00:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday efy and me with the help from Ma changed the arrangements of our room. And it's look nicer and tidy than before. Me likee it. Heeee. The old arrangements look crowded and spaceless, thats why i changed it and now it has more space. In the evening, went to Mak Ngah 's house to have our berbuka puasa along with Mak Usu's families. Yeah, the Kecoh-ness of them will always there when were together. Hihihi. Also, had a good time with cousins♥ . Plan to go out with them tomorrow. Hopefully, we can make it

And i miss everything about you.♥

i could really use a wish right now.

2010-09-04T08:14:00.000-07:00

Happy Saturdays people!

Alhamdulillah. Thats what i want to say now. Feels grateful. Hee :)

I woke up early this morning. Went out and bought baju kurung. Hah, finally i found my baju kurung. Its PINK baby. Hee. And mama like it :) Also bought stuffs for hari raya(barang2 dapur). Had a nice berbuka today with Ma, kan Ma? hihhi :p
Ehh, holiday already start babyyyyy, Yeay! And its like 5 more days before rayaaaaaaaa.. Rayaaaaa!! :D

Butttttttt, after raya is trial! Damn scary ya know. Oh my, gilaa tak ready ohh. Like masa raya nie kena study ohh. Ohh, mood study please come! I begging youuu. Heeeee.

Bilaa nak study betul betul nie Efazatul Faieka? Bila nak stop main2? Bilaa nak serious? Arghhh....

Okay, try untuk serious in study ye Efazatul? Heee. :)

Hmm. I miss him badly.
Please dont change. I really hope you know what i felt.
I MISS YOU.

2010-09-02T03:28:00.000-07:00

Three things in life you should never lose

hope, faith and dreams.

Beautiful day,

2010-09-02T02:13:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday, was a beautiful day i had with my classmates. We had berbuka puasa together at Italiannies. I went with my family but they had berbuka puasa at The Gardens. Some of my friends dah pergi dulu and they watched movies. But i pergi lambat sikit coz pergi with my family kan. So yeah, 5SE always make my day. Always make us laughed. A very sweet moments i had with them :) Around 9, my sister called and asked us to went back. Syafiqah followed us since i went back to shah alam(angah's house).

alang, efy and mama :)
efy

angah and alang :)

ahh they always like that :p

I would miss each of them when we are out from the school next year. Hopefully we still like this together.

iloveyou, Friends ♥♥♥

The best and beautiful things in the world cannot be seen,non touched,

But are felt in the heart.

♥♥♥

2010-08-30T09:17:00.000-07:00

Ahh, my fave ! ♥

I wanna update about last Saturday, but so sad some of the pictures were in my phone. And damn! my phone was left at my sister's house. She said that she only will send back to me on Wednesday. What?! Lambat lagi ohh. I cant live without it. Hmmm.

Btw, Selamat Hari Kemerdekaan Malaysia yg ke-53 ! :) How do you guys celebrate it? Me only celebrate it with efy in front of the laptop. Hihi.

And those pictures above taken by us. We were so bored! Nothing to do. Haha. I know, we should study or what but tomorow is holiday lah. Chillax ahh. Hihihi.

Happy Merdeka People ! :)

love,

2010-08-27T20:52:00.000-07:00

They always knew how to put a smile on my sad face.

They always knew how to make me happy when im sad.

They always cheer me up.

They always listen to my story, sad or happy story.

They always be annoyed by me.

The memories with them will never forget.

Always be part of my life.

In the circle of my canvas-life,they are the watercolor paints.

They give color to my world :)

Ilovethemsomuch.

Let it be like that,

2010-08-25T05:42:00.000-07:00

Lama berdiam. Malas untuk berkata. Diam dan mencari sebab atas semua apa yang berlaku. Terima kasih orang yang menggembirakan dan juga tidak lupa yang menyakitkan hati.
Benda apa yang terjadi tak diberitahu orang. Lebih suka berdiam. Bukan tak nak orang tahu, cuma entah. Kalau orang dah tahu, tahu lah. Seorang yang suka pendam. Agaknya.
Kadang-kadang bukan semua benda orang mesti tahu kan? Ehh, tak faham betul orang yang kalau boleh semua benda dia nak beritahu orang. Bukan semua nak dengar lah. Tapi tak kisahlah, dia punya pasal. Dia gembira begitu. :)

Rasa lega bila dah beritahu dekat dia. Bukan mengharapkan apa-apa. Cuma mahu dia tahu apa yang dirasa. Terima kasih sebab terima. Biarlah ini antara kita. Sudah.

Setiap apa yang berlaku itu ada sebabnya dan hikmah. Jadi, kuatkan lah hati untuk terimanya. Tabahkan hati untuk menerimanya. Tuhan mahu menguji. Mungkin itu yang terbaik untuk kita.

Ya, mungkin ini yang terbaik. Harap diberi pentunjuk.

Tetapkan lah hati ini. Tetapkan lah apa di inginkan.

Happy Fasting

2010-08-12T03:41:00.000-07:00

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadan Al-Mubarak.

Harap Ramadan kali ini baik dari sebelumnya.

Selamat Berpuasa kepada umat Islam.

Dan berharap mendapat rahmat dari-Nya.

She's Gorgoues!

2010-08-08T01:03:00.000-07:00

Hye people :)

Two days i wasn't in school. I was at my sister's house(Shah Alam). Since Efy's wallet was lost, so i companied her to do her new IC. You know what? Dia dah dua kali hilang IC. Hish. You should be more careful and learnt from what have happened, Efy.

On friday night, i went to midnight movie and watched Salt. OMG. That movie was awesome. And Angelina Jolie is damn hot you know. I adored her in Salt. Hihihi.

What i got from this movie is everyone have their own secret and their own desires in life. And we can do anything for the one we loved. Also, we have to go and work hard for what we want to.

I think that is what i've got from this movie and i dont know others says.

She's hot, okay? :)

2010-08-06T02:53:00.000-07:00

Yes, I really do.

miss the old times,

2010-08-04T02:14:00.000-07:00

Meet with Ayu last Saturday at Sunway Pyramid since dah lama gila tak jumpa. Aww. i miss you babe. It is a lot of stories we shared together. Yeah, I miss the old times. But its okay, we still can contact each other rite? Thanks for the awesome moments. Loveyou, friend :)

It is a great moments when we spent time together after a long time didnt meet each other.

♥♥♥

2010-07-27T01:45:00.000-07:00

Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. Its about that very moment when you find yourself doing something & wishing they were right there by your side.
♥♥

looking for it

2010-07-26T06:36:00.000-07:00

I feel differences nowadays. Yeah. I feel differences in myself and my surroundings. Ohh, maybe only me feel it. Its seems like hurm.. some changes in myself. And I dont know what it is.
Hope i will find it soon.

The picture above was on last saturday. I went to school for Isra'Mikraj ceramah. And allhamdulliah, i got some lesson from that ceramah. Hihi.

Oppss, Sorry Wazee. I ambil your picture, Heeeee.

kenduri :)

2010-07-19T02:13:00.000-07:00

Kenduri at angah's house :)

why me?

2010-07-17T22:00:00.000-07:00

Tahniah, saya telah terpilih menyertai PLKN Siri 8/2010.

Ahh, why must me? Ambil lah orang yang nak sangat pergi tue. I tak suka okay? Cakap lah apa apa pun. Gedik ke apa. I memang tak suka okay? But i will think it positively. Hish, tak sukalah ! Tak nak pergi. Boleh cakap apa - apa sebab tak merasa apa yang dirasa. Tak faham? Sudah.

* Cuba untuk tidak fikir tentang itu. Dan mencari kebaikannya. hmm.

Ohh, Sunday :)

2010-07-11T06:49:00.000-07:00

Mengemas dan mengubah suai bilik. Ya. Itulah yang dilakukan I pada hari ini. Since ma punya bilik did some renovation, and dia pun mengemas bilik dia, so i dengan efy pun mengemaskan bilik kami. I want some changes in my room. Im bored with the old one. So, efy and i changed the arrangements of the stuff in my room. Yeah, i want to change myself. Hurm.

Before,

And .... after,

Hah. Finally, The final.

Kemas tak? Cantik tak? Tak. tak. tak payah cakap.

Yeah, i hope ' bilik baru' ini dapat mengubah saya menjadi seorang yang lebih baik dan rajin belajar. Heh.

p/s : i miss and love you,

Amirul Anwar♥

Hope,

2010-07-08T01:16:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Open Day/ Parents Day/ Report Card Day. My brother came to take my result. My result? Hmm. Okay lahh. I dont want to say about it.
Hurm, for now i just really need to change myself. Change to be a better person. Hmm.
I hope all my wishes will come true. Many things in my head now. Just hoping everything is okay. Just pray to Allah. Only He know what i really want.
Ya Allah, bantulah hambamu ini.

Lebih baik diam. Tak perlu banyak cakap. Fikir. Dan buat apa yang terbaik.

You, My Love.

2010-07-04T03:43:00.000-07:00

14 June 2010, Im yours and you are mine.

Dear my Putera Tampan,

Actually there is many things i wants to tell you but its undescribeable.
I choose you to be mine because you know me well. You know who i am.

You sabar selama ni dengan I. You selalu ada dekat dengan I selama ini.You always shared your story with me because we are best friend before. And hope we are best friend forever.
Terima kasih sebab terima I yang tak berapa sempurna ini. Mungkin I tak seperti orang lain. I mempunyai kekurangan. Harap you boleh terima I seadanya.

Iloveyou for no matter who you are.
Even people say bad or good about you.
You sempurna di mata I even orang lain cakap tak.
Harap cerita kita selamanya yee, Putera Tampan?
Sayang you.
Thanks for loving me for who i am.

Loves,

efa♥

We enjoy it with our own way,

2010-07-04T02:50:00.000-07:00

You wake me up this morning dear. Thanks love :)

Feel fresh when im awake just now. Had a nice sleep last nite after had a very tiring day yesterday. Actually penat on friday tak hilang lagi then continue with yesterday. On friday teman Khis bought baju at the Sunway Pyramid. Met Iman and Ziqah there too. After Khis bought her clothes, we straightly went for Chemistry & Physics tuition. Aww, R.C is hot! Kan Khis? Hihi.
And i went home late on that night. Yeah. Something stupid happened. No need to tell.

Ohh yeah, Hari K !
Its was awesome enough. But sadly I cant celebrate it with my boy. He had a football match. So yeah. Its okay. Ohh, i love you classmates! You really make my first and the last day of Hari K to be the unforgetable moments. Alhamdulillah everything was work well. I like our stall banner. Cantik :)
And thanks to Amen for coming and teman me played the games eventhough kita tak menang satu games pun kan? Hihi.
I will never forget when my classmates semua jerit-jerit habiskan our jualan and also when took the pictures. Haha. Kelakar lahh. After done helping them cleaned up our stall, i went back home and bought J.co donut since dah lama tak makan. Hee.

Iloveyou, Friends :)

p/s : No pictures. But maybe will uploading by my friend on Facebook.

2010-06-30T09:14:00.000-07:00

Iloveyou, Putera Tampan♥

14 jun 2010♥

S-T-R-E-S-S .....

2010-06-29T02:05:00.000-07:00

Hey bloggers,
I feel more calm and better now. I am not confuse anymore about the decision that i've made. Im okay with it. Yeah hopefully this is the right thing for me. I have to move on. There is no use for me to look back for the past and hoping for nothing. Enough of it efa. Look forward and dont turn back. Lets the memories stay with me. What past is past. Move on with the new chapter.

Actually there is something that really makes me stress nowadays. SPM. Yes. It scares me when teachers, family and my friends talk or mentioned about SPM. It's like 3 or 4 months left for me to struggle for SPM. I feel stress when my family give me a high hope. OMG. I takut i tak dapat beri apa yang my family nak. Yeah, im touched when they supported for me from back. Thanks. I appriciate it.
Trial for SPM is just around the corner. I must get a good result for this trial bcos the result is important. Erghh, it is stress me now. SPM is always in my mind now. Hmm.

Keliru,

2010-06-20T00:44:00.000-07:00

Masih keliru dengan keputusan yang dibuat. Sesuatu benda yang betul atau tidak. Ahh, dah puas fikir.
Kalau boleh tahu sesuatu yang kita buat itu betul atau tidak senang kan? Benda ini bukan benda yang senang. Boleh tahu betul atau tidak. Memang dah fikir dulu, but entah masih lagi keliru. Tak dapat pasti apa yang betul.

Tak patut sebenarnya untuk berasa macam ini. Tapi entah. Kadang-kadang kata ya, betul. Kadang -kadang kata tak, tak boleh terima. Hmm. Apa yang perlu, cuba untuk menerima apa yang ada. Memang semua tak sempurna.

Maaf sebab berasa macam ini. I accepted this because ianya terlau baik. Banyak mengembirakan. Make me smile.

14 June 2010

2010-06-14T05:07:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah. I was fasting today with Mama and Efy sempena 1 Rejab.
Ohh, sorry Ziqah and the others. I tak dpt join korang. Bukan i saja taknak join korang ohh. But entah lah. Ada jer halangan. Hihi. Btw, i miss you guys a lot. Every single of you guys in 5 SE. rinduuu gilaaaaa. :(

I MISS 5 SE :(((

* I suka my new blog. Hihi.

you make me wanna say oh ohh my gosh,

2010-06-13T09:18:00.000-07:00

hey, im back! yee, im back from Cameron Highlands and Penang.

wooww, blogspot dah maju. Bagus, Ada perubahan. For me, its lil bit look like tumblr but i dunno the others say what.

ehh, You buat i terkejut lahh. Sorry. Buat macam nie. I tak tahu nak buat apa. Give me time to think it first okay?

ohh hey biatch, whats wrong with you huh? duhh, ada masalah lahh kau nie. Kesian. Dah perasan lama. Tapi takpe. Diam je :)

2010-06-10T18:17:00.000-07:00

away to Cameron Highlands for two days.
see ya people! :)

2010-06-08T09:05:00.000-07:00

Some people pretend they’re happy.

Some pretend they’ve moved on.

Some pretend the wounds has healed.

Some pretend they don’t care.

But the truth is always ugly.

The pain is still there.

The tears are still shedding.

The smiles are still fake.

The sweet moments are still to be missed.

And that’s always the move to take.

To pretend.

My mom said,

2010-06-07T01:33:00.000-07:00

Mama : Adik, baby(efy), cuti ni jangan nak bangun lambat lambat. Dah tengahari baru nak bangun. Pukul 11 lebih baru tahu nak bangun. Ma nak cuti ni kalau hari biasa, bangun awal sikit. Dalam pukul 10 macam tue.

Adik(me) : Ha? Yeee... yeeee....

Mama : Kalau hari sabtu ahad tue nak bangun lambat, bangun lah.

Me & efy : Yeeelahhh... yeee......

See that? This holiday if hari biasa tak boleh bangun lambat. Must wake up early -.-
But yeayy! On weekends boleh bangun lambat sikit. Hihihi.

And and hari nie i did something yang pecah record. My mom yang cakap lahh. Nak tahu? Tak boleh. Hihihi :p

You are my Friend,

2010-06-06T08:37:00.000-07:00

I am sorry. Its just i feel annoyed. I tak selesa dengan cara you. I rasa bersalah buat macam nie. Tapi tolong faham. I tak selesa. Maaf. Give space for me. I really hope you know.

holiday :)

2010-06-04T01:46:00.000-07:00

haha. this time we had fun. swimming time baby ! :D

makan seafood :)

Teluk Cempedak :)

Holiday. Yeayyy. I dengan family pergi holiday dekat Kuantan last week. My family, Mak Usu`s family, Mak Ngah`s family and Pak Uteh family yang join this holiday. All my family pergi except Ayong.

First day,(Jumaat)

Gerak dalam pukul 11 lebih and sampai around pukul 4 something. Check in dekat Sungai Tembeling Resort. Resort nie berdekatan dengan Teluk Chempedak. After dah settle semua and kemas-kemas barang, we went swimming together! yeayy. And at night, we pergi makan seafood! Delicious!

Second day,(Saturday)

Bangun pagi and breakfast. On this day, we pergi jalan-jalan around Kuantan. Ohh, we had lunch at this one restaurant called Mak Usu & Pak Usu. Makanan dekat restaurant tue sedap and ramai orang. Memang tak rugi makan dekat situe. Macam-macam ada. Yang special dekat situ ada udang goreng, sotong goreng, fishball goreng and byk lagi. Semua jenis goreng pun ada. And ada jugaa nasi lauk, laksa, ABC and macam macam lagi. Puas hati lah makan. Heee. Pada malam harinya pula, mengikut perancangan nak buat BBQ dekat pantai. Wow! Bestnya. Dah excited dah nie but lastly cancelled. Hmm. Takpelah. Then ramai-ramai pergi makan satay. We all makan ramai rami satu meja panjang. Best!

Third day,(Sunday)

Julia and Nurul kejutkan and terus pergi swimming. Haha. Pagi pagi swimming. What do you expect? Memang sejuk lah kan. I had memorable moment with my beloved cousins on this moment. Julia, Nurul, Along ♥. After that, we all siap siap and kemas barang sebab nak balik. We had breakfast + lunch at A&W. Kenapa breakfast+lunch? Haha. Sebab that time dah nak pukul 12. Hihihi.

Macam banyak makan je kan masa holiday nie? Hihihi.

Yeay Wazee, I dah update blog :)

chemistry ! chemistry !

2010-05-30T02:22:00.000-07:00

penat penat penat .........
baru jer sampai balik dari kuantan. good. pergi holiday in the middle of exam. i know, plan tak betul. but what can i do? its big family holiday. haih.

and tomorrow is chemistry. tak sentuh buku lagi. tak tahu nak sentuh bila. and now penat gilaa.
malas nak study. hishh.

tengoklah, nanti berpeganglah buku chemistry tue.

byee, nak rest. penat.

today is monday,

2010-05-24T02:54:00.000-07:00

how was agama?
so yeah, paper 1 was hard. and paper 2 okay lah. paper 1 if i bace boleh jwb kot but tak baca how can nak answer kan? serve me right. haha.
oh God! tomorow is add math. its really gonna kill me! im scare to answer the question neither see the papers. God, help me please.

so, Goodluck for the scary add math paper tomorrow guys ! :)

You are my everything ,

2010-05-23T03:35:00.000-07:00

Happy Mother`s Day,
Thanks for everything that you have gave to me ma,
You are the greatest mom ever in the world.
Im nothing without you.

Ma,
You are very strong person that i've ever met,
You are strong facing all the hardness,
You are the one can understand me,
You know me well ma,
You know my feelings when im sad or happy,
You just know how i feel,

Ma,
Thanks for all the love that you gave to me,
You guided me when i needed,
You always be my side whenever i need you,

Im sorry for all my wrongs towards you,
im just a normal person who made a mistake.
im sorry again.
i love you so much mama,
i know you knew it.

Im no one without you,
You are the most important person in my life :)

i love you.

i promise you to be a better person.

you are the star in my heart ♥

loves,

efa ♥

here i am

2010-05-22T23:46:00.000-07:00

lama gilaa tak blog kan kan? haha
okay, 1 week of exam dah berlalu, two more weeks to go. so, the paper that i have took were bm, english, mathematics and sejarah. all the papers are okay. just wait and see the result. yes, i dont like to bring the things up. past is past. thats what i can do. so, i just have to accept it.
for the paper will coming up, semua paper susah kot. grr, takut gilaa. study pun mcm apa jer and harapkan tuition jer. heh. wish me luck guys. and to you guys too, goodluck :)

my life is okay now. yaa, i wish. im just happy being like this. i have a friends who always be with me and make me smile. thanks you ♥

hello sunshine :)

2010-05-01T22:59:00.000-07:00

ding dong !
hee. im here back ! sorry tinggalkan lama blog nie.
nowdays,things happened getting better. i feel more calm. yeaah.
exam is just around the corner. grr. scaryyy !
wish me luck :)

2010-05-01T22:56:00.001-07:00

''enjoy every single moments with the loved one because you will missing them when they are gone..''

2010-04-28T02:11:00.000-07:00

dont fade away, i need you.

2010-04-27T04:40:00.000-07:00

hey bloggers,
i want my life back to normal. yeah, my life now seems like err lost. like im lost in everything. i lost my focus. i lost my concentration in study. yeahh, im taking spm this year, but im not acting like taking spm. im not study at all. grr, what am i doing? where is my focus? where is my concentration? where? where? why are you fading away from me honey? i need you. HAHA.

erghh, i admit that i keep thinking the nonsense and so into it too much. i always wondering the thingy that im not suppossed to. so now, i want to get back my focus. i want to forget everything that can make me down or what so ever. go away! dont disturb me. hihihi.

so, i have to accept the things happened around me with the open-heart and think it positive. same to you guys, if you guys had a problem or difficulty, think it with positive mind and remember guys, Everything Happens For A Reason.

go away, i dont need it and

you you please come back to me.

buang jauh jauh,

2010-04-21T06:06:00.000-07:00

i feel relieved now. im okay. no more about all that. all i can is take it all away and starts with a new SMILE :)

actually the picture above takde kena mengena. haha.

ohh, i miss my bestie, Fatin. nak lepak dgn kau :(

close your eyes, sometimes it helps,

2010-04-20T02:39:00.000-07:00

there is no use for me to think about it anymore. its better for me keep silent. let me hurt by myself. besides, just me feel it. no one know.

maybe i cant, but i have to accept it.

you can have all that, im okay.

Dont be sad, im here with you,

2010-04-16T03:01:00.000-07:00

sweet kan?

like awww :')

2010-04-16T02:52:00.000-07:00

let me understand and tell me, please?

Sri Aman Sports Day !

2010-04-16T02:26:00.000-07:00

yesterday sri aman had a sports day at stadium err, lupa nama. i went to the stadium with uncle van. so yeahh, i masuk kawat kaki KRS for arak lintas. thanks to Nashriq coz lend me your boots and glooves even your boots is damn huge, man! besar i pkai. we have to stand in the middle of the stadium and the wheather was fucking hot! but alhamdullillah, i bertahan sampai habis. i was worried if im gonna pengsan. teehee.

after im done with arak lintas, i changed my clothes and lepak with my friends at red house places.
yeah yeah! Ruby Red House is the WINNER! congrats! :D

before arrived at home, had a lunch at MCD with my friends. thanks Azwa coz drove us to the MCD :)
had so much fun with friends yesterday.

*sorry, dont have pictures since i didnt bring any camera.

you make me ups and down,

2010-04-12T03:19:00.000-07:00

macam - macam rasa ada sekarang. kita yang rasa bukan orang lain. tapi kenapa tak boleh nak keluarkan?

orang boleh cakap apa-apa yang diorang nak. hak diorang. kita? terima jelahh. larat tak larat, terima je. tak boleh nak buat apa2. diorang 'besar' sangat. takut. *eii, takutnya.

aww, terasa semacam sangat bila korang-korang ckp pasal dia. weyh, korang tak faham lahh apa yang ada dalam hati nie. tape, jangan risau, rasa yang dulu dah takde. dah lain.

even ada rasa yang tak selesa, but tetap ada rasa yang boleh buat tersenyum. tetap ada orang yang kisah. baru datang untuk buat hati tersenyum. terima kasih. *orang lain tak tahu kan? tape, you tahu kan? hee.

tak-tahu-nak-tulis-apa.

2010-04-10T22:19:00.000-07:00

i am currently at my sister house again this weekend. datang semalam(Sabtu) dengan efy and Biena. hari nie Mama and all my siblings and my anak2 buah datang sini. saja buat gathering. alaa macam House Warming gituu. Angah kan baru pindah. haha.
petang nanti baru balik Sunway. okay, byee. nak melayan my beloved nieces & nephew.

p/s : i miss this blog even blog nie tak best macam blog korang semua.

i will keep the memories,

2010-04-06T03:00:00.000-07:00

im thinking about you,

maybe i miss you.

suddenlly, the memories with you appear in my mind.

the memory when we are fighting, laughing together.

im alone.

i miss you.

hmm, i have to strong to face all this.

wishing you have a better life.

goodbyee Love,

♥,

my weekends.

2010-04-05T04:20:00.000-07:00

Saturday,

my sister picked me, efy and mama went to her new house at shah alam. but before that, went to carefour kejap bcoz my sister bought some stuffs. then, we had our dinner at seksyen 7. we ate at this one restaurant which is belongs to this one artist named Amuk. Maybe. yeahh. HAHA. ohh yaa, dekat restaurant tuee ada life band. they enjoyed us with the life band while having our dinner. its fun and the food is nice! im serious. after finished with our dinner, straight away to my sister`s house.

mama

haha efy

Sunday,

omg! on sunday i had period pain. sakit sangat perut! pastue muntah 3 kali. huh. memang tak larat sangat semalam. tidur je semalam. mama and efy tolong my sister kemas rumah but i tak pun. sorryy. tak larat sangat. nak tahu tak? ya allah , malu giler! masa before balik sunway, kitaorang singgah makan kejap and and you know what? i muntah dekat kedai makan tuee. hissh. malu giler lahhh! nasib tak ramai orang. HAHA.

lepas tue terus sampai rumah sunway. ehh, thanks mama sebab selau ada dekat dgn adik masa tak sihat tue. ily. muahh.

muka tak sihat. teehee.

please give me that?

2010-03-31T02:25:00.000-07:00

hello people.
its been a looongggg time i didnt update my blog aite? huh. my blog is boring. i know.
well, as asual, im busyyy with my school stuff and tuition too. i dont get much time to update my blog.
hurm, i did a same thing everyday. what a life man! when all the stayback2 thingy nie nak habis? penat lahh-.-

march test?
huh, my result tak boleh dibanggakan. kerana apa? lahh, faham sendiri sudah. its okay efa.
dont easily give up. i must give some effort to raise straight A`s for my spm. i really want to change now. its my future. so, i have to decide what is the best for me. i have my own wish. Allah, please give me the strenght to face all the distraction. i know, everything happen on me whether is good or bad, i must accept it and its happen for a reason. Insyallah. Amin.

okay, i dont know why my mood to blog is become less. i just dont know why?
now, i always blog in my head and myself. maybe i didnt have time to blog in this blogspot. maybe. HAHA.
hurm, i think i dont have nothing to talk about and i should off now.

byee.

let it go,

2010-03-20T09:40:00.000-07:00

i let you go.
find your happiness.
im not deserve for you,
im sorry for all my fault selama nie.
thanks for all.
lebih baik diam daripada berkata- kata.
give me the strenght.

macam- macam

2010-03-17T08:03:00.000-07:00

tadi pergi UITM for SPM thingy. my mom suruh i and efy pergi. so, we all pergi je lahh.

the thing quite okay lahh. they gave us information about what course can we take. jumpe kembali rakan2 lama semasa di bangku sekolah rendah. waahh, ramai dah maju sekarang. dah tak macam dulu. ada yang terlebih panas and ada yang sama. tak berubah apa pun. manusia berubah dalam sekelip mata.

God, spm! giler takut nak spm doh. semua course nak result gempak2. abang2 & kakak2 pandai tadi cakap sekarang nak dapat A tue senang jer.so, its mean i have to do well for my spm. grr, am i ready for spm? study pun malas. oh my, efa! you must move on. study for your spm. fikir masa depan you. what is the best for you. okay, me and efy did our plan. we got our own aim. insyallah. after this must focus. dont play-play ehh. tape, kita banyakkan berdoa kepada Nya agar diberi kekuatan. Amin.

pelik-.-

okay, tadi ada orang tetibe topup kan i 5 ringgit. i terkejut. sapalah yang baik sangat nak topupkan. after 2 hours like that, i received 5 bucks topup again. omg. pelik giler. then, someone call and said that die tersalah send topup to my number which is his number almost same with mine. number 'orang itu' sebijik giler except the last digit jer lain. HAHA. and and you know what? 'orang itu' didnt ask me to pay back to him. baik kan die? anyway, thanks! eventhough i dont even know him.

kepelikan, kebingungan.

never knew that i needed,

2010-03-16T22:42:00.000-07:00

yeahh, new song in my blog.

'never knew i needed' by ne-yo.

love this song ♥

resah.

2010-03-15T08:51:00.000-07:00

satu hari memerap dalam bilik. duduk depan laptop. tengok orang. rasa mengatuk, tidur kejap then bangun. keluar bilik kejap pegi makan & minum & toilet. tue jer kerja efa satu hari nie. mama membebel, menghadap laptop jer kerja ehh? HAHA.

actually, duduk diam dalam bilik, fikir apa yang terbaik. resah gelisah dalam bilik. fikir. nie ke balasan bila kita buat something? kene terima? tak tahu. still find for the answer. entah.
orang tak tahu kita rasa apa. hati masing- masing. dah cuba nak bagi tahu, tapi tak nak dengar. takde respond. hmm.

penat. sedih. sakit.

my beloved brother wedding.

2010-03-10T00:56:00.000-08:00

this post about my brother`s wedding. its on last week.
date : 6 March 2010
venue : Bangsar, KL.

yeah, as you all know, my brother dah kahwin. masa nie dekat belah perempuan( my sister in law place). ehh, anak lelaki my mom yang sorang and terlebih manja nie dah kahwin, mcm tak percaya jer. HAHA. congrats Abang! loveyou :)

masa akad nikah.

awww, dorang dah selamat jadi suami isteri.

sweet! :')

with all my family.

iloveyouall.♥

Mohd Emri & Atikah ♥

p/s: i sukaa pelamin tue, cantik !

meet them again :)

me, Nissa ( my niece), my Mom, Alang and Angah.

( dekat masjid time akad nikah)

errmm, its was just a short post. i hope you all okay with it. ohh, will be update about my sister and brother`s wedding receiption. wedding receiption tue buat dekat rumah i lahh. buat sekali with my sister. hee.

so, ada dua pengatin masa tue. HAHA.

bye, see ya :)

are you lying?

2010-03-09T01:16:00.000-08:00

macam mana kita nak tahu orang tu tipu kita ke tak?
macam mana kita nak tahu orang tue beritahu benda betul ke tak?
macam mana kita nak tahu dia ikhlas ke tak?
kan best if dalam dunia nie we can know if people are lying or not. best kan? i wish.
but kita tak boleh tahu kan?
so, terima jer apa yang orang bagi dekat kita.
kita tak tahu. dia jer yang tahu.

suck !

2010-03-09T00:31:00.000-08:00

the march test starts today.

bm, physics, sejarah

suck!

okay. susah gila this 3 papers. hmm. feel like crying duhh.

grr....

today is a bay day for me. hmm.

akibatnya..

2010-03-01T02:37:00.000-08:00

bila kita menangguhkan kerja, kerja akan jadi banyak and akibatnya akan terkejar kejar masa nak menyiapkan semua kerja. tu lahh. tangguhkan kerja lagi efa. kan dah risau cukup masa ke nak buat semua kerja.

cuti maulidur rasul 3 hari. its was last friday, saturday and sunday. grr, this 3 days i havent touched my homework. how lazy am i rite? yes, i know it. ermm, on friday, i went back to perak untuk menjemput saudara mara dekat sana. balik dengan ayong, abg bud( ayong's husband), nissa, aqil, mama, efy and angah. we all gerak around 10 something and sampai sana pukul 12 and sampai kl pukul 7 mcm tue. 1 hari jer balik kampung. hee.
then, on saturday went out with family and on sunday, helping my family kemas-ing rumah. kan nak kenduri kahwin, mestilah kena kemas kemas tue semua. it was my mama said. haha.

dan akibatnya, i hadn't finished my homeworks. and now, must siapkan. sempat ker semua homeworks nak siap nie? hmm...

kemalasan

2010-02-21T05:25:00.000-08:00

hey Sunday :)
just now went out with mama, efy and sis. we bought stuffs for abang and angah's wedding. yes. bought stuffs for the wedding again. haha. after that, went to pak ngah house. but julia wasnt there. she went out. maybe with reza. omg. at pak ngah house ada kucing baru. comel sangat. 3 little kitten. soo cutee... hee.after went back from pak ngah's house, bought mcd and ate at home.

ermm, tomorrow the school will starts after 1 week holiday. why do i feel too lazy nak pergi sekolah? malas nak stayback2 tue semua. hisshh. the life of tiredness will start tomorrow, guys.school make me suck! really. hmm, okay lahh. got to go. nak kemas school's stuff for tomorrow and ironing my school clothes.
good luck guys,
byee. have a nice day :)

got a phone call from him last nite.

hee. imissyou.

'masalah betul ' ?

2010-02-20T19:47:00.000-08:00

weyh, apasal dohh?

words ' masalah betul' always came out from my mouth?

kenapa ehh? addicted kot.

tak tahu lahh dapat daripada siapa that 'words'?

sikit sikit nak terkeluar daripada mulut yang manis nie. hahahhaahaha

Life is Beauty.

2010-02-19T00:51:00.000-08:00

i tell you boy, i miss you.

2010-02-19T00:31:00.000-08:00

you, im sorry. its all my faut about that day. im soo sorry.
and now evrything is fine kan?
hmm, please take care of yourself there.
i will wait for you till you back. serious, i feel so lonely here. always need you. and i know you always remember me. even you were there, you still leave me a text. thanks, sayang ♥

take care sayang,

i miss you, boy♥♥

watcha say

2010-02-18T23:58:00.000-08:00

huisshh. kenyang sangat nie.
just had a lunch made by mama. of course lahh kan. hee. ohh, i think im getting fat. im serious dohh-.-
its all my mom's fault. masak tue sedap sangat. jarang sekarang rasa takde mood nak makan. haha. its soo delicious. its the best cook ever. ily,mama♥
i need exercises. if not, i will gain my weight. err, scary! really. i really need it. im fat and pipi pun dah tembab. grrr...

when we grow to be more matured.

2010-02-18T08:08:00.000-08:00

hey guys,

dah lama tak update blog nie kan? ye, my blog is boring rite? tak de citer pun. haha

err, actually there was many story want to tell but you know rite? i was too lazy plus i didnt got a much time. let the things be between me and people connected. tak fham? its okay. tak payah faham. ohh, my school is okay. as usual. tiring-.-

hey, im on holiday! so yeah, my holiday is fine.

okay, move on. last wednesday i met up faten. kitaorang dah lama tak jumpa since the school started. at first, we planned to watch movie but ya allah! panjang gila nak beli ticket. so, we all malas and terus pegi makan. ohh yaa, i terjumpa with syafiqah. she was with her friends also yiq.

actually, the main point about this post was i felt relieved when citerkan semua my prob dgn faten. we shared our probs together. she advised me what i have to do. that and those. after i told her about the 'thingy' which messed up my mind, she gave me many advises. we also planned about our future. what we gonna do after spm. also our aim for spm. yeah. we had our own goals for spm. insyallah.

ermm, i think both of us has become more matured about love, life and everything. thanks for everything, bestie :)

my sayang :)awww, thanks faten ♥

iloveyou, fren :)

kenapa ? hmm

2010-02-14T08:33:00.000-08:00

hmm, kenapa rase sedih sangat nie? tak tahu knp lahh. tapi rasa mcm nak nangis sangat. tak tahan. tapi kenapa? kenapa?
sebab awak ker?
entah. awak jgn anggap diri awak tue bagus sangat.
i know. saya tak sebagus macam awak.
saya tak se'baik' awak, saya tak sehebat awak.
tapi awak jgn igt semua yang awak nak awak dpt. apa yang awak tak puas hati, marah dekat saya, semua salah saya. awak fikir saya jer yang salah, awak tue perfect sangat, tak ada slah satu pun kan? awak bukan malaikat.
maaf, saya tak niat nak buat awak marah tadi, cuma entah, saya malas dan penat. nak kene tanggung rasa tak puas hati awak tue. sikit2 salah saya kan? kan? yelahh kan, awak kan bagus?
maaf, saya penat. give me some space.
jap, saya tahu, saya bukan sape sape nak cakap semua nie. saya manusia begitu juga dengan awak. tiada siapa yang sempurna.
saya tahu kekurangan saya.
cuma, saya ada hak kan ? sampai bila nak fikir pasal perasaan orang jer? saya ada hak untuk diri saya sendiri. yee, hak saya.

maaf sangat. beri saya sedikit ruang.

terima kasih.

2010-02-14T03:07:00.000-08:00

lama gila tak update blog .

sorry !

tak ada masa :(

sorry again.

duhh,

2010-02-01T02:39:00.000-08:00

omg. omg. when all this will find the end? help me please.
help me to find the answer for all the bullshit that always messed up my mind. ohh god, please give me the clue of it. help. help.
am tired of it. yes. really.
am confused.
grrr .......

hey sunday :)

2010-01-31T04:50:00.000-08:00

bangun pagi dikejutkan oleh mama. hee. then went breakfast with mama, sis and efy. then at noon, went out with them and also abang. bought some stuff and had lunch with them. such a nice day having with them. love ya ♥♥

ehh, January gonna say bubye and February will say hello. hye, hello February :)
gosh, sekejap jer dah sebulan and nak masuk february. and its only left a few month before spm. ya allah, sekejap nye. am i ready for spm? allah, give me the strength for it.

till then. got to go. bye.

welcome February :)

days by days,

2010-01-29T01:41:00.000-08:00

just wake up from my sleep and now im in front of laptop, update this silly blog.
i arrived at home tadi around 4. today supposely no stay back but balik lambat, pukul 2.30 bcos extra class for ict. did the presentation just now. haih. we must do it again bcos pn azlina did not satisfied with it. pape jelah. ohh tadi balik kan, Iman and Tengku hantar i dgn efy dkt stesen LRT tue but sadly hantar separuh jln jer sbb hujan dah turun. btw, thanks korang :)
then, sampai kelana jaya amik bus pegi sunway and sampai lahh di rumah. i feel mcm nak buat mcm tue everyday balik skola but still in discussion with mama.
hurmm, this week still the tiring week. on monday, stayback and balik dengan angah. tuesday, stayback for red house and sampai rumah lambat giler-.-
continue with wednesday no stayback but finishing my homework. and thursday? hurm, apa ehh? ohh yaa, i skipped my netball practise and lepak dkt sunway pyramid kejap before pegi tuition. hee. at night, completed my homework and my ict assgment.
yeah. memang memenatkan. homeworks. homeworks.
ohh today is friday. yehhh ! can get a rest for a while on saturday & sunday. but still have to complete my homeworks-.-
welcome Saturday & Sunday ♥♥

hurm, i think i should off now and get ready for my tuition. ohh ya, i was same tuition with some of my old frens. Zurin, Amin, Azwa and others.

bubye guys :)

have a nice days,

muamuah♥♥

here,

2010-01-27T03:12:00.000-08:00

i have no time to update my blog everyday eventhough i want to. i was very busy. erghh, am tired. im stress with a lot of homeworks, stayback and tuition. so, this is my schedule for every week.

Monday - stayback for club.

Teusday - stayback for Red House until 6 pm and 7.15 - 8.30, tuition.

Wednesday - stayback for KRS until 4.30 * not every week.

Thursday - stayback for netball from 2.30 untill 5.oo & 7.15 - 8.30, tuition.

Friday - have no activity. 7.15 - 9.45, tuition.

erghh, im stress with my school. almost everyday i have to stayback. im tired. ohh i got a lot of homeworks. non-stop of homeworks. kan kawan kawan? banyak homeworks kan? kan?
haih. tape. merana untuk tahun nie jer. kan last year of school. kita kene enjoy this moments. nanti dah abis skola, mesti korang rindu nak buat semua nie kan?
and 1 more, this year kan spm? so, sacrifice for spm kan? hee.

its all about ...

2010-01-22T01:19:00.000-08:00

2010. the scariest year for me. its spm year yaww. ahh macm tak percaya jer dah nak ambik spm. rasa mcm baru jer lagi dkt sekolah rendah. and sekarang dah nak ambik spm. wow. masa memang pantas berlalu. dalam sekelip mata jer. and within this 16 years old, many things happened. wheter its sweet or sour. i faced it all. yes, thats my life. full of sadness and also happiness. going through up and downs in my life. thanks to all people who always be besides me within my life.

new year, maybe new life, new wishes, new people, new enviroment but me is still me. maybe changed a lil bit. be more matured. ya, i think. and might be others people changed. changed into bad or good. its depends on themself.

spm. yess. i will facing the spm this year. i want the best for my spm. i will work hard for it. i must put on full of effort to go for it. i want 9 A+. insyallah. i kena rajin. tak mau malas malas macm dulu lagi. nak belajar betul2. nak siapkan semua homework. tak nak main2 lagi. tak nak menyesal di kemudian hari. betul tak? and dalam lebih kurang 10 bulan nak buat preparation for spm. seperti kata pepatah, buah tak akan datang bergolek. betul ker? haha.

lastly, i must be strong to facing what is gonna happen tomorrow. i know im weak sometimes -.-

Allah, give me the strength,Amin.

01.01.2010- angah`s akad nikah.

2010-01-17T00:53:00.000-08:00

awww awww, this picture`s sweet and captured by efy.

yeah. angah telah di akad nikah kan oleh seorang kadi dgn suami tercinta pada tarikh yang sgt cantik, 01.01.2010. yeaah, congrats angah syg.iloveyou. yee, i was really busy within the kenduri sebelum and semasa dan juga selepas kenduri tersebut. ramai saudara mara yang hadir. untuk pengetahuan semua, hantaran angah adalah hasil tangan mama dan saya. yes, me. bangga*and siap berangan dgn mama nak bukak butik. heh. ohh pada hari itu juga, efy telah diberi kepercayaan sebagai photographer ( tak dibayar) instead of angah punya photographer yang berbayar yee. jadi, sila lihat gambar - gambar di bawah ini. sebenarnya, banyak gambar yang nk di upload tetapi internet buat hal. harap maaf.

angah cantik, iloveyou lahh :)

p/s : jangan kisah dengan bahasa saya. terima kasih.

: just ignore my languages. thank you.

really miss you,

2010-01-17T00:43:00.000-08:00

hello everyone. yes. its been a long long i didnt update my blog. my blog bagaikan terkubur sepi. cehh. ohh, i miss you so badly, my silly blog. i was really busy until i have no time to update my blog. sorry guys. its a lot of things happened.

01.01.2010-my sister`s akad nikah.
04.01.2010-the school started. and its tiring for me eventhough it was a week the school started.

its fun!

2009-12-28T23:33:00.000-08:00

yeah. its the time for me to update about Desa Water Park.
i went there with my beloved and also julia`s bf, reza.
around 11.30 something, juliaa & kak nana picked up me and efy at my house and terus pergi ambik along at his house. yeahh. thanks kak nana coz sudi hantar kan kitaorang. hee. and and you know what? there was small accident happened masa ondaway pergi sana. wow! memang terkejut gilaa babs lahh kan! haishh, selama lebih kurang 10 minit jugak lahh nak hilangkan terkejut tue. semua muka risau gilaa lah. haha. lawak. then finally sampai jugaa. sampai jer, reza dah sampai. then beli ticket and masuk. then , changes clothes and keep our stuff in the locker.
okay, our fav games is slide yang pusing2 tue, bak kata along. and also 'shock waves'. memang fun lahh! we played that thingy many times. haha.
after semua dah penat and lapar, we all decided having our lunch at 4. lunch pukul 4 ker? haha. then we all siap siap semua before balik. around 6 something, my uncle picked us and send us home. thanks :)

hurmm, it was tiring day but but its a lot of fun with my beloved. i sayang korang! :)

you guys always be besides me

whenever i need you guys,

and we always together,

thanks because cheerish my life.

and

thanks for everything, beloved.

iloveyou :)

tired.

2009-12-27T01:00:00.000-08:00

hey guys :)
i know. dah lama tak update blog kan? i was quite busy lately. yes. im busy. busy buat apa? okay. let me tell you. hurm, on last thursday, i went to Desa Water Park with my beloveds. ohh nanti i update about it okay? it will be updating as soon as possible. then, on friday, i went to KL with mama, along, nissa, angah and efy. all girls. haha. yeahh, kitorang pegi sana sebab nak beli barg for my angah. dia nak kahwin. she only do the akad nikah but the sanding thingy semua buat sekali with my brother on march. yeahh, angah and abang dah nk kahwin. hee. ohh sambung tadi. memang penat sangat lahh kan pegi cari barang tue semua. dah lahh penat hari khamis tak hilang lagi. haisshh. okay, done.
and and on saturday. yaa, yesterday. did you know what we all one family did? we all kemas rumah. yupp. kemas satu rumah. dari dalam bilik sampai lahh keluar rumah. and tahu tak we all finished kemas at what time? its finished around 6. memang penat lahh kan? haishh. it was a tiring day.
and now baru free nak update blog nie. busy busy busy.

russian roulette

2009-12-23T01:49:00.000-08:00

i am so into this song now :)

prank call (?)

2009-12-22T01:20:00.000-08:00

i terkena prank call malam tadi. and tadi baca blog Wazee, and dia pun kena prank call jugak. what? haha. funny. but dia orang lain.
okay. malam tadi lepas balik subang parade. ada orang call. biasa lahh if orang yang nk prank buat mcm mana kn? faham faham sendiri je lahh eh? and i pun melayan je lahh, cehh. mcm kenal jer. haha. haish. kelakar betul orang tue. duduk singapore kononnye. yelahh awak oi. orang tue nak buat prank call tak reti. buat ramai2 then gelak2. mesti i tahu. tak mcm kitaorang buat dulu masa dekat UM. kan khis, iman, wazee, eiqa, walaa, efy, ziqqah? kitaorang plan dulu kan korang? haha.
but i feel that i macam tahu siapa orang tue. but entah lahh. tak tahu betul ke tak. lantak lahh. dalam hati ckp, tue lahh prank call orang lagi kan dah terkena balik? haha. okay, tue je nak story. byee :)

*baju & kain sekolahh dah selesai beli. tinggal yang lain jer.

dear Ziqqah ♥

2009-12-19T03:18:00.000-08:00

iloveyou , Ziqqah ♥

Happy Birthdayy girl ,

sweet sixteen !

may God bless you & hope you will get everything that you want and hope you happy having your life :)

and we will be friend sampai besar okay ?

i doakan the best for you .

actly , kitaorang semua plan tak nak wish you biar you terasa or kecil hati , but i lupa then wish jer at 12 am kan?

lastly , good luck for your spm in 2012 and actly for me too, hee.

i sayaaaanggg you lahh ziqqaahh :)

dear you ,

2009-12-17T00:31:00.000-08:00

i really dissapointed of you. yes. its you.
i terasa dengan cara you buat i mcm bukan siapa. you lebih pentingkan mereka.
and you left me alone without saying anything. you pergi dengan mereka. and im alone without you besides me. you know right supposely you must be with me.
entah. i memang terasa sangat dengan you. you hurt me.
*imissyou&iloveyou as always. and you know it.